Relieved that I actually managed to talk things out face to face with him yesterday. Felt more at ease and comfortable, at least for the time being. Honestly, I do not know if he do feel the same as well..I understand that he has been putting in a lot of time and efforts and doing little little things that can actually move a gal. Maybe, I do feel a bit touched as it makes me think that am I really that important? But, on the other hand, I do actually feel bad, extremely bad, especially after I rejected him and subsequently the actions that he has decided to take. Even though, he may have said that the decisions that he has done has nothing to do with me, but is actually pretty obvious to many people. I just hope that we can still remain as friends...